why do i do this?
dom försvann lika fort som ett knäpp med fingrarna, vilket är fantastiskt och otänkbart med tanke på vad som sagts. man var en sak & man skulle nog alltid vara en av dem. men ack så fel man kan ha?
bajsbajsbajsbajsbajs ..
och dom som fattar, fattar inte heller.
du är verkligen en av dom som fattar eller ska fatta men fattar inte alls,
& jag är en av dom som inte fattar alls.
oroa dig inte
bergochdalbana
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emotions
du tvekar trots du har selena på dig.
du vet ju inte om dom håller,
eller om du kommer överleva.
& när du väl bestämt dig för att hoppa,
du står på kanten tar ett djup andetag & tar seget ut,
då, just då när du hoppat ut, så förändras allt,
säkerheten som du trodde & blev intalad att den skulle finnas & hålla dig säker, brister.
du bara faller & faller.
dry your eyes
In one single moment, your whole life can turn round
I stand there for a minute, staring straight into the ground
Looking to the left slightly, then looking back down
The world feels like it's caved in, proper sorry frown
Please let me show you where we could only just be for us
I can change, and I can grow, or we could adjust
The wicked thing about us is we always have trust
We can even have an open relationship if you must
I look at her, she stares almost straight back at me
But her eyes glaze over, like she's looking straight through me
Her eyes must have closed for what seems an eternity
When they open up she's looking down at her feet
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take, but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now, it's over
So then I move my hand up and down by my side
It's shaking; my life is crashing before my eyes
I turn the palm of my hand up to face the skies
Touch the bottom of her chin and let out a sigh
'Cause I can't imagine my life without you and me
There's things I can't imagine doing
Things I can't imagine seeing
It weren't supposed to be easy, surely
Please, please, I'm begging, please
She brings her hands up towards where my hands rested
She wraps her fingers around mine with the softness she's blessed with
She peels away my fingers, looks at me and then gestures
By pushing my hand away to my chest, from hers
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take, but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now, it's over
And I'm just standing there
I can't say a word
Because everything is just gone
I've got nothing
Absolutely nothing
Trying to pull her close out of bear desperation
Put my arms around her, trying to change what she's saying
Pull my head level with hers so that she might engage in
Look in to her eyes to make her listen again
I'm not gonna fucking just fucking leave it all now
'Cause you said it'd be forever, and that was your vow
And your gonna let our things simply crash and fall down
You're well out of order now, this is well out of town
She pulls away my arms, tightly clamped round her waist
Gently pushes me back as she looks at me straight
Turns around so she's now got her back to my face
Takes one step forward, looks back, then walks away
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take, but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now, it's over
I know in the past I've found it hard to say
Telling you things, but not telling straight
But the more I pull on your hand and say
The more you pull away
Dry your eyes mate
I know it's hard to take, but her mind has been made up
There's plenty more fish in the sea
Dry your eyes mate
I know you want to make her see how much this pain hurts
But you've got to walk away now ...
vad vet du?
Födelsedag: 2 juni, det kommer väl alla ihåg? ;)
Födelsestad: kära Helsingborg
Hemstad: i en byhåla någonstans i skåne
Ögonfärg: bruna med lite grönt i om man kollar väldigt nära!
Hårfärg: bryyyn
Stjärntecken: tvilling
Skostorlek: 39
Är dina föräldrar gifta? nope.
Skor i dag: mina vinterskor från Din sko
Mål för året: att ta studenten & ha roligt.
Det första du tänker på när du vaknar: jag vill sova mer, det är kallt utanför täcket.
Piercings: ett i vardera öron.
Tatueringar: naj.
Vad vill du bli när du blir gammal? ung? ;D
Drömjobbet: designer
Favoritmat: hum, finns alltför mycket.
Favoritdryck: vet inte
Sport: sport & sport, tränar friskis ;D
Glass: ben & jerry's eller gammeldags vaniljglass tror jag.
Godis: tillåter mig inte att äta det.
Låt: vet inte, finns ju miljoner man tycker om.
Film: även här finns många, men en som ligger förbaskat bra till är The Holiday!
Helgdag: lördag
Årstid: sommaren.